Umm… As many (all 2 or 3 people who might actually see this) knows, I had been using this blog to post both personal stuff as well as my in game stuff. I am thinking I should move these two categories to separate blogs. I am also I’m the process of setting up a server at the house but undecided as to if that will actually become a permanent solution. So stay tuned for possible moving of stuff. And if a whole lotta posts cone up missing, now you know why.
I had the most amazing night! It has been so long since I felt so good. I could handle that every night for the rest of my life. More information when it’s safe for me to write about it.
Even though it was only a few hours, I had a wonderful time with the woman I love. She came to see me!
Even though we only watched TV, the chance to cuddle with the woman I love meant the world to me. She has always been able to show me new things that I would otherwise have never enjoyed
Even though she isn’t ready to call me her boyfriend once again, I know I am the only one simply because she said so and I trust the woman I love. She never gave me a reason to doubt her and I hope someday she sees that she never had to doubt me again. I’ve had a lot of time to think and realize what really matters to me.
Even though she isn’t in love with me, I am very much in love with her and know she loves me. I will continue to try to make her proud of my changes and try to earn her full love once again.
Even though I let her down in the past, I hope my actions and not my words can show her that I can be the man she fell in love with but not the man that broke her heart because of my stupid mistakes. Equals. Communicating. Being open and honest. Realizing a team has no weakness or disability because the halves can complete the weakness both have and not just one and become a whole of strength.
I love you baby and I want to be with you the rest of my life.
umm… How to make a cigarette out of a tea bag and how to light said cigarette using a AA battery and a staple…